12/23/09

State of nothingness...


Freedom...


sounds exciting, exhilarating. to obtained it people have died, sacrificing themselves for what they believe an act for the bigger picture, for the greater good. they died for the sake of a brighter future of the next generations.

All that is true...

i had a taste of freedom, in a smaller scale. freedom to do what i love, what i believe in. to materialize a dream that for so long buried deep in me, or at least that what i was lead to believe. in the end, i did nothing...ashamed is a mere words to describe it, pathetic is a small part that creating cancer towards my being...

All that was true...

i'm scraping whatever left in me to prove i can conquer back my own land...the vast land that have been left empty just because I felt safe and secure that it's forever would be mine. forgetting... whatever it is, that we profess its ours....if we left it empty, it will eventually become barren and then turn into nothing...

All that is true...

for without passion to dream and without hope to breath, we might as well end up dead and be nothing...

"freedom,they eats from the inside...sometimes..."

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