resolute.

To work more...
To draw more...
To write more...
To love more...

Its june..but its never too late for resolutions. 

the lump

the moment

The pursuit

2013 have proven to be long, hectic..stormy...windy and now feel like I'm about to close it with acceptance..yet its only labor day...

There are a few moment in life that I meet weird people giving me weird advices as if they knew me their whole life..its freaking annoying sometimes yet I could not brush up the epiphany and the serendipity that come with it...All in all...these strangers keep on reminding me to go run for my dream that I've been taking half -assedheartedly for many reasons and various excuses...

For now I would just close my eyes...wake up at 5am tomorrow and start chasing the freaking dream...spent another night on a white sheet..waking up to a strange smell...in another town...another place...I hope I could at least fathom a smile in between the pursuit of thee...

the closed eyes

there are no more words I could say,
there are no more sounds I could make,

I can only close my eyes,
and feel it with my heart,

hoping it will reach yours ,

someday...somehow...

Breath

Advice from the guru...


"When it gets tough....focus on breathing...."


Works like wonders!!

The Need

something constant
to keep us sane.... 






delft,netherlands 





 

The Muddle

When I learn how to walk straight,
You push me to the left,
When everything is right,
You pull me back and take me to the side...

With tears...
With smiles...
With sweats...

With everything that I have,
I learn...I experience...I persevere,
Believing I'll survive...

I still believe...

Yet...you took away the ground...
Should I swim?
Or fly?

Either way,
I've leave all the baggage that weighing me down,
I've given up all those that I love,
As much as the one I detest...

Yet..the journey is still far...

Beaten up, torn apart,
Pieces of me sewn back,
With your guidance and comfort,
To this otherwise muddle soul...

But I might not make it this time...

Can I wish for a nest?
A refugee...
An escape ...
Just for a while...

Somewhere...
Where one can sit and smile to the sun...
With birds flying on a blue blue sky...

Patience

If you show patience, I'll rid you of this virtue
 
If you fall asleep, I'll rub the sleep from your eyes
 
If you become a mountain, I'll melt you in fire
 
And if you become an ocean, I'll drink all your water



Rumi